The year 2012 has been nothing but good to me. I’ve met some amazing people, Isaac is growing like a weed and learning new things daily. He absolutely loves Toy Story, I think he has every toy in the movies. It’s so cute. Isaac has to have his toys with him at all times though, when we get in the car, he likes to make sure he has every toy with hime. Hahah

When we get in the car, I always play Carrie Underwood’s Blown Away album and Isaac recently started singing along to the songs too, lol! At least he’s jammin’ to some good music! Pretty soon I’ll be looking into pre-schools for him! It’s so crazy to think about- I still remember being pregnant and not knowing where I would be the following year. 

I recently started working with a booking agent to help start speaking at schools about teen pregnancy prevention and such. I also enrolled in a dental program and have been working really hard. 

This past year, with everything going on there are, of course, internal things that I deal with and don’t really show so on the positive side of that I’ve started to do some good things for my own mental and physical health. I starting seeing a therapist, doing co-parenting sessions with Jo and I starting private boxing lessons today! These things are all new to me, but I have learned that there are resources to help people, if we are willing to put forth the effort to find them! 

ANDDDDD! Last but certainly not least, Javi asked me to marry him! I am officially engaged! :o) We don’t have any official wedding plans yet but I couldn’t be more excited about planning a wedding! 

I know I am really young but I’m not getting any younger. I’m finally at a place in my life where I’m happy (for the most part) and have been with a guy who compliments me and makes both Isaac and me happy. 

I do wish, however, that certain people who have doubts or dislike for me would just keep their opinions to themselves. Being in the public eye has proven to be one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to deal with. I know this is a free country, freedom speech and such but at the same time, what’s the point in spewing hate at people? I am a real person, with real feelings. Some times I can just say whatever, they don’t matter but other times it’s hard to just keep seeing negativity when I’m just trying to be happy! 

Anyway, that’s my update! Hahah